There was someone in my life who, looking back now, made me feel inadequate. This was not something that they spoke, or to my knowledge thought, but during their existence in my life I felt like I wasn't up to par. That I wasn't enough.
Just because someone has had experiences in life that I have not had doesn't mean that they are using their time on this planet any better than I am. I don't know what it was about this person that caused me to feel these low emotions, but as I sit in the sunshine watching a robin take a bath in a puddle I realize that something so simple as experiencing this moment is enough.
The teachings of the Law of Attraction have resurfaced in my life and I'm grasping the lessons much more. I see how everything in life, in the Universe, is brought into existence thru energy. All is energy. I see how everything in my life was made manifest by my positive and negative thoughts. I am the sole creator of the good and bad experiences that I have had, and there's absolutely no one to put the blame on but myself. I'm done playing the 'woe is me' card and am ready to work on myself so that I can be of the right mindset to carry out my purpose, my gift to the world.
My current life situation isn't my forever reality. I know that I have the power to change it, to bring forth what I truly want in life, and in doing so I need to let go.
Spirit keeps sending me messages about this person who is no longer in my life. My energetic grasp on them isn't as strong as it once was, but I'm being directed that now is the time to fully let go. This person will never exist in my life again, Spirit has told me so, and by releasing them completely I'm creating space for the new. For happiness. For love. For peace. For joy.
Letting go is a life lesson that I continue to learn on this current journey thru the cosmos. People flow in and out of my life, interests flow in and out of my life, situations flow in and out of my life. There's a constant energetic motion of flow that changes things up every few years. Just as I am starting to find comfort in a situation or person bam(!) the Universe shakes things up. Such was the purpose of said person. They were put on my path to shake things up and life is definitely different since their exit.
My new found acquaintance with the Law of Attraction combined with my sense to let things go is again steering me in a new direction. I want these next few years to be about epic travel adventures, relaxing summer nights, and healthy choices for my body, mind, and soul. I call forth abundance, prosperity, and excitement into my life. My thoughts and words will make it so.
"That which is like unto itself is drawn."
- The Law of Attraction